I am very disappointed and hurt, for the umpteenth time he did so: ((

If you must be honest and express everything, SIN front of the eye. But how could I continue to deny the feeling that this complicated?
Actually I'm very fond of her, perhaps even more than he imagined. But why does he always underestimated,  
even thought I was not there?

I'm tired God, Do I have to go? leave and never come back again this home? I was confused by it all.
Please give me Your solution :((

I'm also human, I too have feelings and thoughts. What a small mistake I am doing, to destroy everything? what such an attitude should he give? I do not understand, and really hurt. I want to die alone ------------ :((((